Last two days, ive had long conversation with someone who shared the same space with me for about 2 years.yup, it has been 2 years. Ironically, we passed thru each other often but never talk to each other. That is how I spent my life for the past whole 3 years. I barely meet and talk with new people. I consolidated myself from outsider. Ive been talking and meeting with my family and some of my favourite people only.   My insecurities and insanity prevent me to expose and express myself. Id rather be convinience in my own space without any outsider. In my head, "this pain will pass, the time will heal". But my heart still feel the pain and the time never heal anything.