he..sbnrnye bosan smlm...so sesaja tgn gatal edit blik...ngeh3x...bosannye..tp yg best cukup reahat untuk berjuang nest week..yeah!!!fighting!!!

firefly out..

for today....
Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah Ohh wooaah
You know you love me, I know you care
Just shout whenever, And I'll be there
You are my love, You are my heart
And we will never ever-ever be apart

Are we an item. Girl quit playing
"We're just friends"
What are you sayin?
said theres another and looked right in my eyes
My first love broke my heart for the first time,

And I was like
Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine


For you,i would have done what ever
And I just cant believe we ain't together
And I wanna play it cool, But I'm losing you
I'll buy you anything, ill buy you any ring
And I'm in pieces, Baby fix me
and just shake me til' you wake me from this bad dream

I'm going down, down, down, down
And I just can't believe, my first love won't be around

And I'm like,
Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby oooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Luda, When I was thirteen, I had my first love
There was nobody that compaired to my baby
And nobody came between us
or could ever come above
She had me going crazy
Oh I was starstruck
She woke me up daily
Don't need no Starbucks
She make my heart pound[wwwhhhooo]
and skip a beat when I see her in the street
and, At school, on the playground
But I really wanna see her on the weekend
She know she got me dazing
Cuz she was so amazing
And now, my heart is breakin'
But I just keep on sayin'

Baby, baby, baby ohh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby ohh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

Baby, baby, baby ooh
Like baby, baby, baby noo
Like baby, baby, baby oooh
Thought you'd always be mine, mine

(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah Yeah Yeah
(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

(Now I'm all gone)
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, ooh
I'm gone

sometimes,kita selalu x appreciate benda yg ada dpn kita..da hilang bru kita rasa menyesal...mcm 2 la hidup kan..mayve tu takdir kita...so kita kna learn how to let it go..although it hurts.

firefly out..

fo today...Broken..

Dropped off your keys last night,
The front door still unpainted.
You were polite like ice,
I, once could met it.
You took our pictures down,
And you left them on the ground
Its like you wiped all the memories,
Of what we used to be...
You and me, before it all crashed down.

CHORUS:
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know,
Is broken.

VERSE 2:
I heard your voice break, when you said,
"well I hope you're happy".
Nothin' to say, I'll stare, straight into my coffee.
Then the conversation changed,
How we talked around the blame,
And the pain of losing.
All of the good times lost,
When it all crashed down.

CHORUS:
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.

BRIDGE:
Well I'm here if you need me,
I know you don't believe me.
well I'm so sorry,
For all the pain I've caused.
Ho-oohhhhh...

CHORUS :
And I know I never told you,
That I love you,
Now its all too late.
And I don't know how to hold you,
But I want to,
I don't want to leave this way.
All I know...
Is broken.

Ho-oh...

Hu...weekend again..akhir2 ni rasa masa cpt sgt berlalu..hu..pejam mata je da nk abes separuh tahun..hu...rasa da lama x enjoy..asyik keje2....pnat r..tido..sabtu ahad pn mcm xnk kuar umah sbb rasa nk tido je...hu..mkin gemuk la mcm ni...akhir2 ni rasa mcm x sihat..mkn muntah..x mkn perut mauk angin...hu...sbb stress ke ek??entahla..nk kata gastrik...mkn teratur je..apa2 ntah...sepatutnye nk kemas bilik ari n basuh baju tp mcm mala gila nk bergerk..mlm smlm ras nk demm..pakai cool fever mcm ok ckit la...hu...susah mcm ni...my life become normal routine..xde benda excited yg berlaku...hu...da la  musim father's day..so rasa mcm x best lansung....hu...he..
btw,nk ucapkan selamat bertunang kt kwn2 ptp saya dulu...cik Nad and Cik CT..mcm x caya je ek..korg ni..da la diam2..xpela..kalau korg kawen x jemput...kna korg!!he..

seronok lak tgk org bahagia....Wildan firdaus saya bila la nk jumpa ek...xpe..saya tunggu awak...


tp yg best nye akhir ni..dapat anak saudara baru..he..Muhammad Asyraff Danial..comel sgt..muka dia putih kemerah-merahan..sbb masa ngandungkan dia..mummy dia aka kak long saya suka minum air bandung..he...

to danial senior..makde sayang u too...luv u both!!!

firefly out

and for today..

Lirik Lagu Krisdayanti – Menanti Cinta

sejak lama aku berdiri
dalam sepinya rongga hati
tak satu pun burung
mampu menjawab
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
* hanya padaMu ku bertanya
lewat setiap sujudku ini
siapa kah nanti
cinta untukku
reff:
wahai penilai hati lihat batinku
nyaris bernanah karna luka tersayat
merana menantikan cinta dan kasih hidupku
rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
tuntun hatiku dalam sabar menanti jodohku
repeat *
repeat reff
rahasia itu hanya Kau yang tahu
namun aku tak mau jadi tuna cinta
namun harus ku ikhlaskan nasib cintaku padaMu

last week, housemate saya tye,ko muda2 da start keje..23 years as an exec...masa dia baya saya , dia tgh enjoy2 lahi ngan kawan2,study...saya da struggle cari duit untuk bayar hutang belajar semua..after that, there something in my head said..am i doing the right thing???


Kekadang saya jeles gak ngan org lain muda2 enjoy..main2 ngan member...saya pn rindu gak ngan member2 saya..nk hang out sama2..tp..entahla..sejak start keje kt JB ni..mana ada masa kan..g keje pagi subuh..blik keje kekdg da mlm...mlm nk kuar pnat..2 la routine stp ari...jumaat mlm naik bus blik KL..sabtu ahad,nk kuar ngan member2 pn xle,sbb nk gak luangkan masa untuk family kan..entah la...


saya tengah positifkan otak saya ni...maybe ada baik nye saya keje dari muda ni..10 years later..hutang saya mesti da abes semua kan..EPF pn byk..he...at least byk saya dpt pengalaman bila start keje muda2 ni....saya kna buat azam baru ni..nk set gol..where i am going to be after 10 years..xkn nk duk kt level yg sama..mana tahu kalau rezeki lebih,xyah tgu 10 tahun,5 tahun semua hutang da settle..masa 2,saya baru 27 28 kan..hah..bgus gak..


entah..everything have pros n cons..
sbb 2 la org ckp dlm kehidupan ni mmg byk pilihan..so kita kna pikir betul2..so kita x menyesal satu hari nanti..


smlm dpt download lagu bisikan hati yg menjadi pujaan hati saya sejak dari dulu lagi..


Bisikan Hati..kalaulah dia dpt dgr bisikan hati saya..lemas di buatnye..


firefly out!!!


for today..Bisikan Hati..


Dengarlah bisikan hasrat hati
yang merindu menjelma kembali
ingatanku yang telah lalu
bersama berjanji sehidup semati


kini tinggal hanyalah kenangan
dikau hilang di mana gerangan
Tiada berita kudapati
Hanya ingatanku di masa yang lalu


Kasihanlah kepada ku sayang
Tiap hari jua wajahmu terbayang
Ampunkanlah segala dosaku
seandainya kita tak lagi bertemu


Dengarkanlah bisikan hasrat hati
Yang merindu menjelma kembali
Ingatanku tetap bersemadi
walaupun kau kini telah mungkir janji

Ku bukan Aku...
Lama sungguh hari berlalu,
Hening malam mentiksaku
Bila bersendirian hati jadi pilu..

Kau pergi aku yang hilang,
Sedikit pun hati x senang,
Langit cerah kurenung mendung kelabu.

Kerana diriku bukan aku
tiap kali kau menjauh
fikiran x keruan
jiwa rasa kekokosongan
diriku bukan aku
tiap kali kau menjauh
pulangkan dia ke pangkuan ku..

Yang digemar menjadi bosan
Sukarnya mencari ketenteraman
bila hati bersedih semuanya x betul

ku cuba setabah hati melupakan
dirimu dari ingatan
Tapi semakin di cuba semakin rindu...


Pilunya dengar lagu ni ek...hu...setelah apa yg berlaku rasa2nya kna teruskan...

Dahulu kau mencintaiku
Dahulu kau menginginkanku
Meskipun tak pernah ada jawabku
Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku
Sekarang kau pergi menjauh
Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku
Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu
Dan kumohon maafkan aku
Aku menyesal tlah membuatmu menangis
Dan biarkan memilih yang lain
Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu
Pasti itu terbaik untukmu
Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali
Aku bukanlah untukmu
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu
Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya
Untuk diriku

firefly out...kepala benjol(@_@)~~~

wa..da mkin jarang update blog skrg..org lain ramai je follower,saya ??ada la 9 org..kui3x...apada...akhir2 ni byk yg saya pikir..nk teruskan ke x?saya mampu ke x?smlm menitis juga air mata saya sbb da x tertanggung...saya ingat nk tgu someone 2 balik, saya akan buat keputusan nk teruskan atau x...maybe masa 2 saya akan kecewakan ramai org...tp saya rasa x boleh nk terus-terusan kecewakan org yg berharap dgn saya n paksa diri saya untuk jadi org yg saya x knal lansung skrg ni...I need to be ME...mungkin saya akan menyesal 1 ari nanti...which i hpe i won't.btw, smlm sangat bengong..the worst day ever..ni semua sbb ada 1 mamat yg poyo gila!!!saya terpikir gak, maybe dia tahu saya aru lagi,so dia saja nk knakn saya???B*****.maybe ari ni saya akan jumpa dia..we'll see...sape la org yg menghuru-harakan hidup saya smlm...He is S*****!!!

firefly out..

And for today...

This is ME..

've always been the kind of girl


That hid my face

So afraid to tell the world

What I've got to say

But I have this dream

Right inside of me

I'm gonna let it show, it's time

To let you know

To let you know



This is real, this is me

I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me



Do you know what it's like

To feel so in the dark

To dream about a life

Where you're the shining star

Even though it seems

Like it's too far away

I have to believe in myself

It's the only way



This is real, This is me

I'm exactly where I'm suppose to be, now

Gonna let the light, shine on me

Now I've found, who I am

There's no way to hold it in

No more hiding who I want to be

This is me