Still in the bad mood today..rasa mcm nk escape je...tapi mcm mana da tanggungjawab...kena la pikul kan...malam semalam tetido masa tgk TV..saya tersedar dlm kul 2..tu pn sbb dengar bising2..ropenya suara tv yang saya tak tutup ...hmm..bangun tutup TV..sambung tido balik..rasa mcm nk tido je...xnk bangun2...penat..penat dengan dunia yg entah ke mana...dulu saya rasa saya da ada direction untuk masa depan saya..tp sekarang ni rasa mcm kelam...saya da x fokus da...mana la semangat saya yang da hilang tu...sekarang rasa duk sorg2 je bagus...xnk jumpa semua org..or just be with my family pn da cukup...no one else..tapi...saya tahu xle ikut perasaan sangat...dan rasa maybe ni la org kata symptom demoralize by other...entah..i know i need to get back on track...focus...maybe i should try something new..out of my comfort zone..i need to do better or the best...but how...which direction should i go?how i want to start it over again?i know all of the answer are inside me...but i just can let it out...damn...i cant be like this.. disappointing all of the people around me..i need to get up from my sleep and stay focus...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/rascal-flatts-lyrics/what-hurts-the-most-lyrics.html]
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo
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