Hu..dari tengahari tadi bercita-cita nak update blog..tak lepas-lepas..entah apa kena entah ngan mailto:system..$%5E#%@^!^#^@%!! :p tensen ni..

he..da puas marah,nak tulis apa yang dikepinginkan tu..dari malam semalam,teringin sangat nak minum air Cool Blog...he..pernah try tak?ada setengah orang cakap tak sedap,sebenarnye memang ada perisa yang tak sedap..opss..sorry,i'm just be honest..Along saya suka kat Bandung Blog,Angah as usual Coklat Blog la,Adik Strawberi Blog,dan Mak cincau blog..he..Saya suka sangat kat kat Cappucino Ice blended blog..campur pearl sikit..pergh..menyengat rasa dia...minum satu cawan xtak ckup lah..harga dia RM4.10..tapi dia ikut perisa gak..ada banayk perisa..korang boleh check out kt laman web dia..tak pun pegi je kat mana-mana kedai dia..selalu kat shopping mall macam Jusco,Tesco,Giant and etc. trademark kedai dia senang je..warna pink..he.macam princess saya....he..

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pergi lah try..

Firefly out...

And for today.. Crush by David Archuletta
Credit to:  http://www.lyrics-celebrities.anekatips.com/

I hung up the phone tonight,

something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much .. just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away
Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know
Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, try to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away

Oh makcik belakang rumah,jangam masak bau sedap-sedap..saya rasa terseksa tau..hu..da la 9 hari x makan nasi..lepas 2 bau lak makcik masak sedap-sedap..macam mana saya tahu sedap..ala dari bau pun dah tahu memang sedap...tak payah nak pelawa saya rasa pun saya da tahu...

ha..percaya jangan ak percaye...dah 8 hari saya bertahan..he..ingat x post ari Sabtu minggu lepas, "Projek Anti Nasi"..he..masuk hari ni da sembilan hari dah..he..macam tak percaya je kan..semua org pun mula-mula tak percaya..yela saya memang dah terkenal sebagai "tak leh hidup tanpa nasi"..betul tak tipu,kalau saya tak makan nasi,confirm mengigil satu badan..he..tapi sekarang da ok sikit,awal-awal hari tu,menggigil la gak kan..hu..tapi saya akan berusaha!!lagipun ada org support saya..he..Thanks ek semua..

Minggu depan hari rabu ni ada Aerobik anjuran Kelab Keluarga PTP,saya rasa nak join lah..he..(Dalam HAti cakap,"Kuang Asam punye Capt Chong,dia perli saya forwad email pasal aerobik ni,ces")nak amalkan hidup yang sihat!!yela nak pegi jogging x sempat kan..nanti nak pegi beli penimbang la...lalala...


Alasan saya nak diet?..he..Biarlah Rahsia...

Firefly out..
And for today..Realize by Colbie Caillat..

V1: Take time to realize, 
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you, 
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

C: If you just realize what I just realized, 
Then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if 
we missed out on each other now.

V2: Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by.. Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
no its never gonna be that simple
no I can't spell it out for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other 
then we'd never find another 
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder if 
we missed out on each other now.

V3: It's not always the same
no it's never the same 
if you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

C: If you just realized what I just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other 
then we'd never find another 
Just realized what I just realized
we'd never have to wonder 
Just realized what I just realized

OoOoOOo

missed out on each other now
missed out on each other now 
[ Realize Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ] 
..

He..bangga sbb dpt anik skrol dari Ibrahim Abu Shah,Ex-Vice Canselor UiTM

adush...pening2...asal la semua org sibuk nak carikan jodoh untuk saya?saya baru 23 tahun..baru start keje..x stabil pn lg hidup..semua nk carikan saya jodoh...ish3x..mentang2 la seorang je yang still single kan sekarang..relax2 sudah..ni x,semua org kt department 2 sibuk nk carikan jodoh..sampai bos besor HSE pn sama..buat saya pening kepala je..nanti2 la dulu..ada benda lagi penting yg saya nk achieve before saya sbuk nak carikan jodoh..

lagipun jodoh yang dorg carikan semua x menepati ciri2 Wildan Firdaus..he..ada ke suami org la,lelaki setengah abad la..apada..kalau nk tolong carikan pun,biarlah ikhlas...ni x,ada laki org (ada yg memg gatal lak 2...tolonglah..)cari lah yang sepadan ngan saya kan..he..ni tak..entah sape2 entah dorg ni...ish3x..x membantu tul..

Wildan Firdaus,awak jangan lelama sangat cari saya ek...lalalala...

Hari ni saya nk buat karangan tentang cia-cita saya..he..mcm zaman sekolah rendah dulu2 lak...ni yang nk perasan muda ni..
Masa kecik2 dulu saya nak sangat jadi pegawai bank..saya pun x tahu kenapa..maybe sbb arwah abah dulu kan berniaga..saya selalu nampak dia kira2 duit untung.maybe disebabkan memori tu,saya nak sangat jadi pegawai bank..yela leh pegang duit banyak-banyak..saya kan gila duit..he..lagipun math saya memang x pernah dapat B masa sekolah rendah..he..

Masuk je sekolah menengah tetiba kena belajar Kemahiran Hidup..kan ada akaun dalam subjek tu,otak saya punya sengal..memang xle masuk tul akaun..mana x ye..cikgu ajar,saya sibuk tido,bila cikgu suruh buat latihan,x pernah buat,bila cikgu cakap "kalau x paham tanya",x pernah nk tanya...he..bak kata perpatah bodoh sombong la kan..So,bila fikir-fikir balik,tak kan lah nak buat akaun pun x reti,nak jadi pegawai bank kan?memang angan-angan mat jenin la kan..saya pun buat lah cita-cita baru..he..nak jadi lawyer..sbb saya minat nk jadi peguam syariah..tp mak saya ckp..kalau jadi peguam,sebelah kaki syurga,sebelah lagi neraka..berani ker??hu,,


so saya ubah lagi...Saya nak jadi Doktor..hahaha...yang ni x le blah...start saya masuk form 4,masuk kelas sains kan..saya punya la minat kt subjek biologi..yela menarik sebab kita belajar tentang apa yang berlaku dalam kehidupan kita..and subjek palaing saya x suka ialah Fizik?nak tahu kenapa?ni semua sebab Cikgu "Ketung" 2..he..sesape yang 1 sekolah ngan saya paham la kan..cikgu tu lelaki dan bujang..malang sekali,saya ni x cantik,so faham2 je la.."bak lagu Bunkface-revolusi "diskriminasi menjatuhkan aku,reputasi kini menjadi bisu"..tapi bertapa bersungguh-sungguh saya belajar biologi,result periksa saya ttp x sebagus fizik..pelik x?hahaha..tapi cita-cita nak jadi doktor tu tetap ada..walaupun masa tu saya ada fikiran untuk menjadi pakar sejarah..subjek favourite ever..saya memang uka gila kt subjek sejarah..siap masa SPM saya leh spot soalan apa yang nak keluar..hebat x??(ish3x..riak sungguh,Astaghfirullah al azim)..tp saya konon-konon nak jadi hebat gak,nak jadi doktor gak..nak diringkaskan..My SPM result..as prediction...Fizik is better than Biology..hahaha..apakah??bagaimanakah ia terjadi..Hanya Dia yang tahu dan mengatur segalanya..

Dapat tawaran Matrikulasi,tapi confirm la dapat jurusan Fizik kan..since dia based on SPM result..masa daftar tu,tetiba Hal Ehwal Akedemik tanya saya.."awak nk tukar jurusan sains hayat x?,sebab budak fizik da ramai sangat..so macam mana?"..he..saya dengan gembiranya berkata.."of course la nak."..he..konon-konon cita-cita semakin hampir..

saya pun belajar la dengan bersungguh-sungguh..nak jadi doktor kena dpt cgpa 4.00 for both semester..tp malang sekali bertapa saya berusaha,keputusan semester 1 saya x beberapa bagus(bukan x sebrapa,mmg sangat teruk kot)..hu..masa 2 lak saya dapat tawaran untuk Diploma in Electric and electronics at UiTM Bukit Mertajam..saya pun berbelah bagi..nk pegi ke x..tp disebabkan mak saya ckp mcm ni"ala,x payah la amik diploma..lama tu nk duduk kt penang 3 tahun,dah alang-alang habiskan je matrix lagi setengah tahu, Sem 2 nanti buat elok,lepas tu apply je UiTM..confirm dapat UiTm Shah Alam,dekat sikit" tu la cakap mak saya..al maklumlah..saya ni anak yang selalu duduk jauh dari rumah...form 1-5 kt asrama,habis sekolah menengah,masuk PLKN 3 bulan,Habis je PLKN,terus masuk Matrix kat Changlun Kedah..so,maybe mak saya malas nak jauh2 dah..saya pun akur je...beside biologi,as a life science students,we also have to take Chemistry ang Maths..and of course Bussiness English Language(BEL) for MUET..

Entah makin lama,saya jatuh hati kt Chemistry..bila nak buat tutorial kimia,sekejap je siap,tapi kalau nak buat tutorial maths,BEL and Biologi..pergh siap kena ponteng kelas tutor lagi sbb keje x siap..tapi minat saya kat Chemistry xla sehebat masa saya minat sejarah dulu..sejarah siap leh spot soalan..tp kimia x boleh lah...he..Alhamdulillah,result sem 2 is better tp ada ralat sikit la sebenarnya kan..tapi saya bersyukur je la.lagipun masa 2 Abah baru je pergi..nak kata semangat saya hancur pun ada gak nk sambung belajar,,tapi demi mak dan harapan abah..saya pun try la apply IPTA..he..kan ada 8 pilihan,Pilihan no1 sampai 7 saya letak semua UiTM dan berkaitan dengan kimia..frankly speaking,masa saya choose course,saya x tahu apa masa depan yang saya leh dapat pilih Kimia as a basic..yela..kalau amik akaun da confirm2 jadi akautan tp kimia??entah la..

Dan akhirnya saya dapat tawaran UiTM shah Alam..Bachelor Science Applied Chemistry or a short form BSAC..saya bersyukur sangat..akhirnya saya pun bercita-cita nak jadi chemist..orang lain x berapa suka duk dalam lab lama2..tp saya suka..entah..akhirnya,saya jumpa cita-cita saya yang sebenarnya..

To help me cope with anything
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail
I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

he..sejak semalam,saya da isytihar perang ngan nasi..hu..disebabkan badan saya ni da mcm di pam2..and amik gambar pun nampak sangatlah x cantik..saya pn nk try la org ckp diet karbohidrat...so caranya..saya nk try la x mkn nasi...setakat hari ni,baru 2 hari...perut da asyik buat pasal..kembong je..al maklum lah...saya xle hidup x mkn nasi..menggigil..he...kesian erk??
tapi akan tetap berusaha untuk memerangi nasi seberapa lama yg boleh..yela,nk p jogging mmglah xde masa kan..lagipun kawasan dkt umah ni x berapa sesuai nk jogging..xkn nk jogging kt dlm port lak kan..x ke org ckp buang tebiat??kui3x...




Hari 2 before raya ada kelas aerobik setiap rabu,tp saya xle p sbb masa 2 xde kenderaan sendiiri nk blik lmbt..ni dah ada Princess,aerobik 2 da xde lak..hu..mcm mana ni?oden nk kuruskan badan..risau2....saya nk pakwe hot mcm kumpulan 2PM tu..kui3x..impian xle blah..he..xpela..hidup mmg x seindah impian,tp at least ada lah impian kan...dari impian kita akan berusaha..betul x?? macam cerita Amy Mastura dlm Puteri Impian tu.."tanpa impian,mimpi xkna jadi kenyataan"..he..Berusaha!!fighting!!


Firefly out..


and for today...Sesuatu janji by Taufik Batisah
(credit to :http://kotaklirik.blogsome.com)