Friday, January 29, 2010

Muhasabah cinta..

hu..nothing to say 2day...esok la baru nk tulis ek...nk layan lagu muhasabah cinta...firefly out...

Muhasabah Cinta

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Reff. :
Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

HUa...nk blik..

hu...mak demam la...mcm mana ni..risau lak...nk blik ke x ek?tp ahad ni nk g ceramah kelas belajar kete 2....mcm mana ni....hu...saya mahu pulg!!!tensen sungguh ni...byk benda dlm otak...tolong!!!!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

GraviTY

Wa...busy sungguh dis week...x ckup tgn rasanye...byk benda saya belajar akhir2 ni...walaupn penat adala outcome nye...he...tp ari agak best la kot sbb dpt membuktikan diri pada some1 haha...

nk buat recap ckit...apa yg terjadi baru2 ni...hmm...ari ni mood OG ok...x tau angin pa tetiba dia baik lak...ada udang disebalik mee kah???jeng3x...rasa2 la kan..maybe kot...xpe kita layan je dulu...

ktrg da dpt org yg nk bg ktrg tumpang pegi n blik keje..tp malu la plak...x tahu nk tumpang lagi ke x..hu...puas hati sbnrnye...at least xyah ikut OG lagi...haha....

apa lagi ek...ha...ahad ni nk g dgr ceramah lesen kete..he...azam semakin tercapai...bgus2x...Ni la negara kita banggakan..haha...so minggu ni x jadi la plan nk blik ke rumahku syurgaku...uwah!!!rindu gila nk pandang pemandangan KLCC masa naik LRT malam2 sambil sekodeng org2 hensem..ngeh3x...

hah...saya perasan diri semakin gemuk!!baju kemeja da byk ketat!!haha...apa ni???kna g jogging la nk kurus tp kt kawasan umah ni x sesuai nk jogging2...adush...manyak susah ni...kang x pasal2 kna beli baju baru..da la tgh kayap!!!!

2 je for ari ni kot...esok kalau rajin saya bebel lg kt cni...ok firefly out...

And for today-Gravity...

Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long
No matter what I say or do
I still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone

You hold me without touch
You keep me without chains
I never wanted anything so much
Than to drown in your love and not feel your rain

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile
When I thought that I was strong
But you touch me for a little while
And all my fragile strength is gone

Set me free, leave me be
I don't wanna fall another moment into your gravity
Here I am and I stand so tall
I'm just the way I'm supposed to be
But you're on to me and all over me

I live here on my knees
As I try to make you see
That you're everything I think I need
Here on the ground

But you're neither friend nor foe
Though I can't seem to let you go
The one thing that I still know
Is that you're keeping me down
You're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me and all over
Something always brings me back to you
It never takes too long

Friday, January 22, 2010

Pagi Yang Gelap

adush pagi2 da tensen...geram tul la...dari semaalam lak 2..x menyakitkan hati org lain x bleh ke?mcm la bagus sgt. Budget top je...he malas la...nasib baik sekejap je..leh gile agaknya duk lama2 kn buli ngan bdak gila 2..kalau sape yg baca ni terasa..pepham je la ek..saya x suka kt awak!!!awak org plg jahat saya pernah jumpa!!!hish geram x terkata...


busy sungguh dis week, byk keje...da la byk keje,ada org tmbhkan tensen lak..adush..sgt penat sih mcm ni...relax ita...everything will soon be better...trust urself..My LOVE is always with me...


Minggu ni busy gila mintak keje kt jobstreet...hu...mintak2 pintu rezeki saya terbuka..saya xnk susahan mak saya dah...he padahal baru smlm mintak mak duit nk belajar kereta...sori ek mak...ude x dpt nk banggakan mak lg sekarang ni...nanti ude da ada keje tetap,ude byr duit mak blik ek...ude pinjam je ni..he...I love U mak...muah...demi mak ude tangguhkan dulu Master ek...xpe...bila da stable bru ude buuat..


hu...tensen2 ni..risau lak...berat badan naik..x tahu la kenapa..maybe x exercise kot...hu...x kisah la...gemuk ke kurus ke...he


hujung minggu ni kt gelang patah...meondownload crite la kt umah...tp x tahu la kalau ada org gila nk paksa2 kita kuarkan....lantak dia la..malas nk ckp...


ingat plan nk kuar nxt week ngan kewn,rindu gila ngan dorg tp farah a.k.a paya x dpt cuti lak.dia keje sabtu 2..hmmm...apa la...so kesimpulannya x tahu lg blik ke x nxt week...


azam 2010,da nk tercapai satu..amik lesen kete..da buat survey..Insya Allah, next week g daftar n trus belajar...doakan la tercapai ek...


that's all for right now i guess....fireflies out...


and for today...dima bilan...beleive..


Even when the thunder and storm begins

I'll be standing stong like a tree in the wind

Nothing is gonna move this mountain

or change my direction

I'm falling off the sky and I'm all alone

The courage that's inside is gonna break my fall

Nothing is gonna dim my light within


But if I keep going on it will never be impossible

Not today.


Cause I got something to believe in

As long as I'm breathing

There is not a limit to what I can dream

Cause I got something to believe in

Mission to keep climbing

Nothing else can stop me if I just believe

And I believe in me.


Even when the world tries to pull me down

Tell me that I can't... try to turn me around

I wont let them put my fire out


But if I keep going on it will never be impossible

Not today


Cause I got something to believe in

As long as I'm breathing

There is not a limit to what I can dream

Cause I got something to believe in

Mission to keep climbing

Nothing else can stop me if I just believe

And I believe in me


I can do it all, open every door

Turn unthinkable to reality

You see

I can do it all and more


Believing as long as I'm breathing

There is no limit to what I can dream

Believing mission to keep climbing

Nothing else can stop me if

I just believeAnd I believe in me.




Wednesday, January 20, 2010

terlalu cinta


Jangan dekat atau jangan datang kepadaku lagi
Aku semakin tersiksa karena tak memilikimu
Kucoba jalani hari dengan pengganti dirimu
Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Tapi hatiku selalu berpihak lagi padamu

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia

Mengapa semua ini terjadi kepadaku

Tuhan maafkan diri ini
Yang tak pernah bisa menjauh dari angan tentangnya
Namun apalah daya ini
Bila ternyata sesungguhnya aku terlalu cinta dia…

Aku terlalu cinta dia…

Delete--->Enter--->Move on

asal la lagu ni asyik berputar-putar kt kepala...
hmm..move on la...saya kna move on...
Maybe dia x ditakdirkan untuk saya....
Apala complicated sgt ni...
dia pn tgh bahagia..
yang nk pening2 kepala asyik pikir dia buat apa..
sakitnye hati...
Bila leh pulih ni???

drg ckp kalau saya bebtul nk kt dia...usaha rampas dia..tp baik ke mcm 2..
xkn nk penting kan diri kot...
hu...
da la...berserah je la....
benda da lepas...

moga2 saya dpt replacement dia dlm hati saya dengan segera...x sanggup rasa sakit kt hati ni...

Ya Allah...jika dia bkn terciptakan untukku,aku redha..
akan ku kuatkan hati dan kudrat ini untuk meneruskan hidup ini...

And for today menyesal..

semula ku tak yakin
kau lakukan ini padaku
meski di hati merasa
kau berubah saat kau mengenal dia
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
reff:
bila cinta tak lagi untukku
bila hati tak lagi padaku
mengapa harus dia yang merebut dirimu

bila aku tak baik untukmu
dan bila dia bahagia dirimu
aku kan pergi meski hati tak akan rela

* terkadang ku menyesal
mengapa ku kenalkan dia padamu

Monday, January 18, 2010

Im sorry....



im not supposed to love you... im not supposed to care.. im not supposed to live my life wishing you were there... im not supposed to wonder what you do and where you are... im sorry i cant help it.. because i love you...

mcm mana nk anggap awak seorg teman baik je...sedangkan dlm hati saya awak sentiasa ada...walaupn saya tahu, dlm hati awak da ada org lain skrg...nk buat mcm mana, da xde jodoh kita kan...mungkin awak n
gan saya dah ditakdirkan untuk jd kawan je...saya just nk mintak tolong kt awak,tolong saya padamkan awak dlm hati saya ni..kenapalah susah sgt rasanye...tolongla jangan bagi saya harapan lagi...kita yang salah dulu...x berani nk luahkan apa yg ada kt dlm hati kita....tp sekarang da terlambat..biar betapa dlm pn sayang saya kt awak,awak da ada org lain..dan saya tahu org 2 bahagia ngan awak...so i just have to let u go...saya tahu awak terkilan..saya pn sama..tp mmg da bkn jodoh kita kot...so saya mintak tolong sangat kt awak...jangan duga hati saya lagi..saya takut x kuat nk tolak awak...biar saya teruskan hidup saya..saya yakin awak akan bahagia ngan dia...saya akan selalu doakan akebahagian awak.... and for today....cinta dalam hati...

mungkin ini memang jalan takdirku
mengagumi tanpa di cintai
tak mengapa bagiku asal kau pun bahagia
dengan hidupmu, dengan hidupmu

telah lama kupendam perasaan itu
menunggu hatimu menyambut diriku
tak mengapa bagiku cintaimu pun adalah
bahagia untukku, bahagia untukku


ku ingin kau tahu diriku di sini menanti dirimu
meski ku tunggu hingga ujung waktuku
dan berharap rasa ini kan abadi untuk selamanya
dan ijinkan aku memeluk dirimu kali ini saja
tuk ucapkan selamat tinggal untuk selamanya
dan biarkan rasa ini bahagia untuk sekejab saja...fireflies out..

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Minggu yg penat tp best!!

he..setelah 3 minngu menghitung hari...akhirnya dpt gak blik kl..yeah!!!he...seronok gile rasanye...dpt jumpa kekwn n shopping...he...apalagi memborong sakan la...hu...masa jumpa bebdk company 8, aku senyap je...he...malu la konon..last2 ada org sound aku sombong..ceh...hampaagas betul..lantaklah...aku punye suke la kan..yang penting dpt lpas gian main boling..da lama x main!!

janji ngan paya nk jumpa dia kt ou tp x sempat la...sori ek paya..2 minggu lagi aku blik jumpa ko..he...rindu amit sih sama lou...hu..best mmg best..tp sedih gak la td masa nk naik bus...rasa xnk blik pn ada....hu...nk duk umah..walaupn asyik gaduh ngan along ngan angah tp ttp seronok...danial pn ada kt umah...hu...walaupn sakit telinga dengar mak membebel tlg masak n kemas umah...tp ttp seronok...ada ke smlm mak ckp dia risau aku xde pakwe..relax la mak..anak mak muda lagi...he...nk enjoy dulu..ngeh3x..

sekarang ni tgh gila lagu lukman oiam,namun engkau tahu..best3x...he..jiwang la plak..

pape pn best la hujung minggu ni...sekian..

and for today..lukman oiam-namun engkau tahu..

Aku tak menyangka
Begini akhirnya
Cerita indah kita
Bersama

Dan tak ku percaya
Tergamaknya aku
Menghembus kata itu
Padamu

Namun engkau tahu
Semua itu bukanlah untukku

Sejujurnya aku tahu apa berlaku
Dibelakangku selama ini
Ku pejamkan mata

Tapi sampai bila
Aku kan membisu untuk mu
Namun engkau tahu
Ku tetap menyayangimu
Selamanya…

Namun engkau tahu
Semua itu tudaklah untukku…



Saturday, January 16, 2010

Home sweet home

Alangkah indahnye hidup hari ni...berada kt umah,hilang semua tensen rasanye..rasa xnk blik sana da...hu...ikutkan hati saya yg kecik ni mmg xnk blik da...tp tgl dua bln je lagi...xkn saya nk quit mcm 2 je kn...so saya kna sabar n tabah ckit...Ya Allah, Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan dan iman untuk aku menempuh hari2 yg mendatng..hanya pada-Mu aku bermohon, sesesengguhnya, Kau maha pemurah lagi maha pengasih, aku yakin dengan kasih dan janji-Mu Ya Allah..aku yang kerdil lagi hina ini..bermohon kepada-Mu..

hari ni sebenarnye ada reunion ngan bebdk GEMS company 8...kul 11.masa tulis ni pn da kul 10.15, x tahu nk g ke x.mandi pn x lagi...mcm malas sgt ni...pegi lmbt ckit xpe kot...bkn selalu dpt blik umah skrg ni...ni da 3 minggu kt sana baru dapat blik...da la 3 minggu 2, rasa sgt sengsara dan sepi...emo menguasai diri akhir2 ni...hmm...

last week mmg la memcabar keemosian sungguh..pilu hatiku bila baca harian metro pasal anak buang bapanye dkt bus stop dengan alasan abah dia 2 seorg pengacau..sanggup dan tega dia sbgai anak ckp mcm 2 kt abah dia...ikutkan sangt ckp isterinya..x sanngup rasanya nk ulas lagi pasl anak derhaka ni..patutnye dia bersyukur abah dia masih hidup,dia leh lagi dengar suara abah dia, boleh salam,cium, peluk abah dia.berkesempatan jaga abah dia...dia x rasa apa yg aku rasa..rasa sangat terkilan..

abah x sempat tgk ude masuk U,x sempat tgk ude grad, x sempat tgk ude dpt keje..x dpt rasa hasil titik peluh ude..banyak benda ude nk tunjuk kt abah, dulu abah yg selalu perasan kalau badan ude susut,sekarang da xde da..setiap hari ude try nk ingatkan suara abah..ude takut ude lupa suara abah..ude ingat abah selalu paggil ita sambil usap kepala ude....ude rindu kt semua 2..ude x le nangis dpn mak,along,angah n adik sbb ude takut drg pn sedih padahal ude tahu dorg pn nangis sorok2 bila rindu kt abah..

kenapa org yang ada dpn kita,kita selalu x perasan n hargai,tp bila dia da xde...hati kita rasa kosong...sepi...abah..maafkan ude sbb x sempat nak jaga abah..ude teringin sangat nk jaga abah mcm mana abah jaga ude masa kecik dulu..ude ingat sempat...org lain nampak aku selamba je cerita pasal abah aku mcm aku x sedih...drg x tahu apa yg ada kt dlm hati ni...kalau boleh nk bgth semua cerita pasal abah kt semua org..biar drg tau abah ude pling best!!

Ude kirimkan Al-Fatihah kt abah..ude xkn lupa kt abah..ude akan cerita kt semua org..abah la abah plg best kt dunia ni..

P/S:kepada org yg buli2 aku,ingat aku ni anak yatim, x baik tau buli anak yatim,anak yatim sepaptutnye dikasihani bkn untuk di buli...renung2kn dan selamat beramal..
lagi saty kepada anak2 derhaka kt luar sana...bliklah ke pangkal jalan..x sempurna hidup kita kalau kita derhaka kt parents kita...semua benda dlm dunia leh replace, tp parents xkn ada yg leh ganti...one n only..baik korg bertaubat ssblm bertaubat...


and for today....Hurt...christina..

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today, ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms, I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you but I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do to have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you...

miss you so much dad...




Friday, January 15, 2010

Should i?


0015 hrs right now....tick...tick..tick...Blank...
Why am i still awake??excited?nervous?worried?confuse?
huh...
lets see, hmmm...tick...tick..tick...Blank
come on...
where should i start??hmm..
Ha!...Hypocrite...I hate them...
what da hell are on their mind?
hmm...stop hurting other people ok!!
u're not good enough!!
stop pretending...

lets see....tick...tick..tick..
it seems like....duh!!
why should i care?
im not the one to be blame..
ya!!of course you can let out ur anger on me..
but why should i care?

it seems like everything is not on track right now,
where should i start?
I hate this kind of feelings where everybody treat me lke an idiot,
come on guys,i am not human?
i have feelings ok!
whould u mind to show me some respect?
ya! sure u're on top right now,
so what??u think u can do whatever u want n say whatever u want to say??
its really pissed me off and to be honest im hurt!!
and deep inside my heart said "should i forgive them?" maybe i shouldn't
am i too sensitive or emo?
shouldn't i have this feeling right now?
o...cut it off!!Why should i care..

0035..tick..tick..tick..
Time is ticking away i guess..
like fireflies that fly in da mid of da nite..sparkling their lights..
silent...such a beautiful view..
nobody can tell them what to do..
flying freely..

Everyday seems the same for me..
i tried so hard, fight so hard to find my own way..
Im hurt,break and try to pray..
Im just wonder why..
does onyone ever hear me when im cry..
does anyone even notice that im hurt..
Na..they dont even care..
why should they care?
they always think their ownself..
So why should i care?

Im really sorry to say this..
But i guess, Ishouldn't care about you...
You can do whatever u want..
im not gonna care anymore,
not now, not today and not forever..


Peace-v-
and for today...
Bethany Joy Lenz - Halo Lyrics i never promised you a ray of light i never promised there'd be sunshine everyday i'll give you everything i have the good, the bad why do you put me on a pedestal? im so up high that i cant see the ground below so help me down, you've got it wrong i dont belong there one thing is clear i wear a halo, i wear a halo when you look at me but standing from here you wouldnt say so, you wouldnt say so if you were me and i, i just wanna love you whoa whoa i, i just wanna love you i always said that i would make mistakes im only human and thats my saving grace i'll fall as hard as i try so dont be blinded see me as i really am i have flaws and sometimes I can't even sin so pull me from that pedestal i dont belong there one thing is clear i wear a halo, i wear a halo when you look at me but standing from here, you wouldnt say so, you wouldnt say so if you were me and i, i just wanna love you whoa whoa i, i just wanna love you like you think that you know me but in your eyes i am something above you only in your mind only in your mind i wear, i wear, i wear a halo one thing is clear i wear a halo i wear a halo when you look at me but standing from here, you wouldnt say so you wouldnt say so if you were me and i, i just wanna love you whoa whoa i , i just wanna love you hey ha ha halo (x9)







Wednesday, January 13, 2010

What for today..it is still in da morning when i wrote this one..yela,usually people update their blog during midnight..but me..ha..wht the "tut"..hmm.. what should i write today...kosong...
dont know what 2 do,what 2 say,what 2 think and a lots more..im kinda lost right now..lost in the "lost world"!!! people alwys said that our life is like a wheel..sumtimes u'll be on top, but sumtime, u're not..but im just wondering...when im gonna be on top...my life is a messed right now..everything looks so blur for me...there was nothing...its kinda sad looking at people who are happy n success in their life..but me..i dont even know where 2 start..every night before i closed my eyes, i said to myself, dont worry ita, tomorrow will be better than today...everythings gonna be fine...but yet,nothing. Am i take my whole life too lightly? come on ita...i believe there are a lot of opputunities out there..maybe not now..u'll become "Sum1" later. there are a lot of thing u can explore...im still 22(hahaha)...I really hope that all my dreams come true..memangla org ckp berangan 2 x elok...tp angan2 la yg akan jadi gol kita untuk berjaya...saya yakin 2...dengan usaha la kan..kalau berangan n do nothing pn xle gak kn....Saya percaya firefly still can bercahaya di hari siang..

still counting days for this friday...im going back to KL...my hometown..its been 3 weeks here...huah..x sabarnye....

and for today...Revolusi by bunkface...

Aku kelirumenjadi buntu
arah yang ingin ku tuju
Rasa resah kukian celaru
dengan ilham ku tempuh

Aku cuma mahukan
bayangan resah ku akan hilang
tapi keadaan memaksa
menghadapi semua

OO.. OH OO..OH

Inikah revolusi
atau hanya ilusi
bagaikan mimipi jadi realiti
Rasional diriku
rasional dirimu
penentu masa
masa depan ku

Adakah masa
menjadi punca
diriku dalam dilema
Benarkah anjakkan paradigma
susuli ku terima

Aku cuma mahukan
bayangan resah ku akan hilangtapi keadaan memaksa
menghadapi semua..

Revolusi3...fireflies...

Friday, January 8, 2010

THE DAY YOU WERE BORN...







Birthday meanings





1st....Is your birthday day 1 of the month? Your Life You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love You believe in love at first sight. You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your __express! ion. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.



2nd...Is your birthday day 2 of the month? Your Life You have great common sense but usually fail to follow through. This might happens because you are too busy with your mission and shut yourself from the outside world. You are clever and profound so there's a slight chance for self-control problem. Your Love Your love progress slowly, and quietly. You seem to be contented with your unexcited love. Your are a romantic and loyal lover.



3rd... Is your birthday day 3 of the month? Your Life Although you are innocent and romantic but your ___expressions often mislead others that you are an active, fun loving kid. Because of your double personality, it's hard for others to really know the real you. You are careful and patient. Your Love Your love is the greatest which often surprises others. No one can bring you to light when you are in love. Your confidence might lead you to the track your parents disagree.



4th...Is your birthday day 4 of the month? Your Life You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful , loyal and friendly. Your Love Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises , but you lead the happiest love life.









5th...Is your birthday day 5 of the month? Your Life Although you are on the quiet side, but you enjoy excitement and changes. Routine is something you cannot stand. Because of your extreme confidence, you hardly ask others for opinion. You believe in leading your own life, and you have got the gift in doing so. Your Love Nothing can stop you from making progress in your love life... Once you are in love, you feel the ownership of your lover. A third party can only makes your jealousy becomes worse.








6th..Is your birthday day 6 of the month? Your Life You are generous with people in need, sometimes to an extreme that people find you nosey. Your hidden courage and dedication often surprise others. Your imagination is extremely unique. Your Love Your love life is on the smooth track because it grows from friendship. Although you may not make a sweet lover but your sincerity bring happiness to your couple.



7th...Is your birthday day 7 of the month? Your Life You are sensitive to changes around you but your feeling is hardly expressed. You hate exaggerations. Under your quiet personality, you are rather stubborn and self-centred. These qualities are the force behind your extreme persistence. Your Love You have enormous courage to please your lover. Your relationship often progress quickly.



8th...Is your birthday day 8 of the month? Your Life You have pleasant and friendly personality. People look u to your wit and imagination. You are unpredictable and hardly complete what you started, which sometimes create negative impact to people around you. Your Love Falling in love becomes your routine. Most of the time you are lucky. You fascinate people with good taste but you never have enough with one. Although your love progresses very fast, it never lasts.








9th...Is your birthday day 9 of the month? Your Life You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching.. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow. Your Love You won't reveal! l your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.


10th...Is your birthday day 10 of the month? Your Life You are very capable. If you are a woman, you have high chance to be a renowned working woman. If you are a man, your path to fame and honour is near. As an innovator, you are not a good follower. You are good in implementing your imagination and share it with others. You are always well dressed. Your Love You often lose your love ones from being too jealous. You always feel like you own the person you fall in love with and that often blows your relationship.



11th...Is your birthday day 11 of the month? Your Life You are gracious, elegant and prudent. People admire your qualities and some even become jealous of you. You are realistic, flexible and adaptable. You are remarkably kind and moral person. Your Love You are willing to sacrifice yourself for the one you love. Your lover will always have your gentleness, care and loyalty. You will always be happy to hand around the one you love.



12th...Is your birthday day 12 of the month? Your Life You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper. Your Love You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in a! and out of love quickly.



13th... Is your birthday day 13 of the month? Your Life You are sincere and easy going. Flattering and charming around are not your style. You care so much for freedom that often leads you to the difficult path. Because of your sincerity, most people find you easy to be around although you are sometimes too str ightforward. Yo! ur Love Your gentleness, care and sincerity make you an attractive person. Eventhough you don't intend to be charming, but you naturally are, especially in the eyes of opposite sex.




14th...Is your birthday day 14 of the month? Your Life You are so confident that sometimes you forget about the people around you.... If you have to be in one of the two teams, you will choose to be in the winning team. On the! other hand, you are kind and caring but above all, you care for your own benefits. Your imagination is unique and often gets implemented shortly after it comes across. Your Love You will not get soft with the one you don't really like, no matter how hard he/she tries. But once you feel for someone you have chosen, there's no getting back.




15th... Is your birthday day 15 of the month? Your Life You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. Your Love You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.




16th...Is your birthday day 16 of the month? Your Life You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true. Your Love You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at fist sight is not your style .



17th... Is your birthday day 17 of the month? Your Life You ! neither want to be interfered nor have the desire to mess with others' life. But you are friendly and occasionally a party animal. You are always in a circle of friends. You often do things in your own way that occasionally go beyond the acceptable limit. People may find you childish and not very attractive in that sense. Your Love Your fun-loving character attracts opposite sex. Many of those are great.You often find yourself trapped among a few great guys while you have to choose only one.




18th...Is your birthday day 18 of the month? Your Life At first glance, people think you are quiet type of person. Actually you are cheerful, but conditionally. You will show your joyful character only in good mood. One the other hand, when you are moody, no one would dare to be around. Because of your emotion fluctuation and frank character, some find you hard to be around.. Your Love You hardly show your feeling towards opposite sex no matter how much you like him/her. Your partner also has similar character so your love affairs often take quite a while to flourish. Time tells it all. Your sincerity makes you very attractive.




19th...Is your birthday day 19 of the month? Your Life You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life. Your Love You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others.




20th... Is your birthday day 20 of the month? Your Life You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously.. Before you make any move, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You are patient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more than anything else. Your Love You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.




21st... Is your birthday day 21 of the month? Your Life You are curious and a true follower. You can please someone so much that it seem like you are trying to charm that person. You hide your disagreement under your smiling face. This is a charming quality of yours. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. You are loved by someone you don't like while your dream man is so far away. Your love life is occasionally under turbulence. Sometimes you don't have the clear view of the guy in your heart.




22nd...Is your birthday day 22 of the month? Your Life You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to! others. You are a unique and charming individual. Your Love You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time.



23rd...Is your birthday day 23 of the month? Your Life You never live your life in the way others want you to. You are an independent individual who loves challenges and excitement. You are ready to face with the result of your decision. You are usually the one your friends count on. Your Love Because you love excitements, you occasionally get involved in forbidden love affairs. You may fall in love with a married person and no one can stop you from making progress. You are very charming, although you might not realize it.




24th...Is your birthday day 24 of the month? Your Life You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you. You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to speak their heart out. Your Love Sometimes you fall in love! just because you want to be in love, not that you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and romantic.




25th... Is your birthday day 25 of the month? Your Life You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success. Your Love You adore y ur partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young.




26th... Is your birthday day 26 of the month? Your Life You are always curious! and responsive to changes. Routine life is not the way you choose to live. Travelling is your favorite hobby because excitement is what you are after. Your Love You will not stand being around the one you dislike. Your love comes and goes quickly. You can be deeply in love but soon after you will be looking around for the next one.




27th...Is your birthday day 27 of the month? Your Life You are sensitive and vulnerable. Tears often run down your cheeks even when the matter is not that bad. This might be the result from being to pessimistic. You might seem cold on the shell, but your inner self is a kind loving person. Your Love You will be elegantly dressed, no matter how casually dressed your date may be. You are emanding in love and sometimes to an unacceptable extend.




28th...Is your birthday day 28 of the month? Your Life You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever. Your Love You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love.




29th...Is your birthday day 29 of the month? Your Life You can trust your sixth sense. Life is exciting so routine job is not your interest. You have great ideas and fantastic imagination. You often feel tired of things a! nd people around you. Your Love You can tell what's in the mind of another person just from looking into his/her eyes. You are paranoid and jealous and these are the cause of fights between you and your lover. Sometimes the thing you believe in is just your imagination.




30th...Is your birthday day 30 of the month? Your Life You are always surrounded by a circle of friends. You are friendly and fun to be with. Though you occasionally disappoint them by being stubborn, but over all, they love your qualities. Your Love You want to have full control of your love and that's not a nice way to treat your partner. You take your time in saying yes to his wedding proposal or if you are a man, you will not propose anyone until you are certainly confident which might take ages.




31st...Is your birthday day 31 of the month? Your Life Your emotion is hard to predict. You can be sad this minute and happy in the next. People might find it difficult to follow your emotion and understand you. You tend to take things seriously. Your Love You take your time to study a person before falling in love. Once you decide that he or she is the one, no one can stop you from making progress, even your partner.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

What a weekend


hmm...da lama x tulis kt cni...hu..minggu ni mcm2 yg jadi..

1st...kereta housemate saya a.k.a kenderaan pergi n pulg keje saya terjebak dengan kemalangan...fortunately, the driver was safe n not injured.But da car need to be send to the workshop..nkk memendekkan kan cerita,ktrg 1 umah xde kenderaan g n blk tempat keje..ari isnin pagi 2 ktrg call la taxi g tempat keje...n nk dipendekkan cerita gak..waktu tgh makan tengahari kawan satu department saya yg bernama Ijal..mempelawa untuk tumpang dia...so rasa berterima kasih sangat la..(Credit for ijal) tp selama 1 week je...hujung minggu dia nk blik kmpg dia n pulgkan blik kete 2,, so next week a.k.a esok kenala ktrg naik taxi blik...n benda ni x tau la bila nk settle sbb empunya kereta 2 ckp,lmbat lg kereta dia nk siap..hmm..mintak2 kami jumpa alternatif lain....

2nd...Kena marah..nk tahu kna marah ngan sape..ngan pakcik2 yg kt tingkat atas ofis saya...geram tul..sbnrnye saya tolong org buat keje dia...org 2 tgh on leave yg sgt panjang..(kaki dia kna operate tp bkn kna potong tau) n org 2 leh je jln2 seperti org biasa...(saya jumpa dia tgh shopping,dia siap g Kl)maksudnye dia ok la kan.tp maybe atas "nasihat doktor", dia pn amik cuti yg panjang..x tau la sampai bila..lamntak la...AAk?...tp disebabkan saya ni trainee lg kt company ni...saya rasa x dihargai...slalu kna marah x tentu pasal oleh org yg x berkaitan...say mmg la dari kecik x suka kna marah n herdik..sbb 2 saya terkenal dengan panggilan cengeng kt umah..tp nk buat mcm mana da mmg saya ni sensitif ckit..rasa nk nangis pn ada..tp saya siam je..sekali kna marah xpe la...ni da masuk kali ke-3..hu..x tau la..

3rd..saya kena keje pada hari tahun baru..hu...seumur hidup saya duk kt selangor..x pernah2 saya kn ag keje or kelas waktu tahun baru..tp kt JB ni lain ckit..drg x amik cuti tahun baru...amik cuti awal muharram je...kt selangir amik dua2 cuti leh je...membuatkan saya rasa nk blik je selangor...

4th....mak saya demam panas...hu..ikutkan hati mmg nk blik je umah ari jumaat 2.tp saya takut blik last init..tiket xde..yela org ramai cuti..mestila tiket bas abes..so saya x berani nk amik risiko...sorry mak...ikutkan hati ude mmg nk sgt blik..hu...jenguk mak...minggu ni Insya-Allah ude nk blik..he...tp smalam saya da call akak saya ckp mak saya da ok...so..Alhamdulillah..

5th...saya bagi pinjam my pink broadband kt kwn saya..nk dijadikan kisah...dia lupa nk pulagkan kt saya ari jumaat 2..hu...ni pn saya terpaksa pinjam kt kawan saya broadband dia...saya xle hidup tanpa internet...saya x kisah kalau x g mana2 terperap dlm umah asalkan internet ada..rasa geram 2 mmg la ada kan..xle nk tipu la kan..tp da terubat ckit dgn broadband replacement ni..he...

2la benda yg terjadi kt saya sepanjang minggu ni...org ckp tahun baru permulaan baru dlm hidup..tp saya rasa miserable btul minggu ni...ye la org kata what a life without challenges...

tp saya sempat nk annouce kt cni azam tahun baru saya...

1. Nk dapatkan keje permenant n kalau bleh b4 traning saya kt PTP ni abes iaitu b4 30/3/2010...kalau boleh gak saya nk dapatkan keje yg saya minat...iaitu chemist...doakan saya ek!!!
2. Saya nk kumpul duit untuk bawak mak saya g haji...mak saya asyik tye saya bila nk g..so saya berazam nk kumpul duit at least rm 50 sebln ntuk temankan mak saya g haji...walaupn amount 2 ckit..tp saya yakin sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit..
3. Saya nk dapatkan lesen kereta..saya kesian kt angah saya..saya nk pegi mana2 mesti suh dia anta..kekdg saya tau dia penat..so saya nk dpatkan lesen kt JB ni...nxt week Insya-Allah 8/1/2010 saya nk g daftar kt kelas memandu...sekali lagi doakan saya ek..
4.Saya nk sambg master in environment...kt Uitm...saya akan apply untuk intakr\e bln 7 ni...saya da start survey2 kt laman web...he..Aja Aja fighting!!!
5.dan disebabkan umur saya da meningkat ke 23,saya rasa saya kna cari bf la...he..gatal sungguh..tp x berharap sgt la...sbb saya yakin jodoh di tgn Tuhan..kalau ada jodoh x kemana..
5.Nk g vacation la ngan kawan2...rindu kt dorg..he

buat masa ni..2 je yg saya dpt pikir..sbnrnye byk lagi..tp 2 je yg besar2 setakat ni..so saya mintak restu semua...